Day 1 of my journal
I have decided to keep a journal. Something to just help me collect my thoughts. I am using the journal that was given to me by some mysterious benefactor. I am not sure why I had kept it, but I dug it out last night and decided I might as well make use of this odd thing. Father has summoned me. I am to come to his office tomorrow. Perhaps this will be the time he finally realizes I am more than just a skirt. He has done nothing but chase skirts all his life. Mother ignored or allowed this, I don't wish to ever know which. But, he is my father and so, I hope, for once, he surprises me. Realistically, I am prepared to be sorely disappointed.
Day 2
He is mad and crazy, and dealing with something darker than I ever expected. Telling me he has a job for me, a place of my own as he called it. What he does not know is I have some friends who know his friends and they have told me how he came to own this radio station. Gambling away our hard earned profits and ending up with a, how can I say this, a faltering, dying radio station. And then he comes to me as if this is a gift he gives me. Gift? A business proposal that is doomed to fail. And yet, I said yes. I will prove him wrong. I willmake this project sing and show him. I will make this place better than they ever could imagine and then rub it in their face. Give me the project yo are sure will fail and I will make it soar. Father, do not underestimate me, I will show you all.
And then
And then you will probably take it all from me, that is what you always do.